i says:
anyway we went to see War of the worlds late last night and the cinema is like 30mins walk from my house
á says:
go on
i says:
so at about midnight we're walking home and the area next to ours is pretty dodgy but we were in a relatively safe part so i thought all was fine and dandy
á says:
go on
i says:
next think i get hit really hard right in the middle of my back-so unexpected so a complete shock
á says:
you got mugged?????
i says:
and then i hear guys jeering in a car passing
i says:
i was with T** do you think someone would try mug me?
á says:
ok go on....where's the funny part?
i says:
anyway so i realised there was something on me,kind of wet or sticky and i thought it was a water baloon
i says:
and then i reached up into my hair
á says:
and then
i says:
and it was an egg!!!!!
i says:
i was egged!!!!
á says:
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i says:
and i was still like 20mins from home
i says:
and it was stuck in my hair and all over me
i says:
so i had to walk home covered in egg
á says:
thats horrid
i says:
and then i couldnt even have a hot shower cause it would scramble
i says:
ah it's funny laugh!!!!!
á says:
ha
á says:
ha
á says:
ha
i says:
i thought it was funny, i've been in flying form ever since
ann says:
i have loadsa eggshell upstairs that i eventually got out of my hair
á says:
again, if i were in better mood id be on the floor with laughter and bring it up everytime we had eggs for dinner next year. feck that, i think ill that anyway!
i says:
i got egged-people are psycho
á says:
if we had a car in m*** i could see us doing that sometime
á says:
hummm maybe we should get d*** in on this
i says:
prehaps
i says:
but i'd only egg someone i actually knew
á says:
oh yeah
i says:
cuz it's a bit random otherwise
i says:
and if i'd been in a different mood it could have spun me into a downer for days!!!

a lil about me
i had the most vivid dream last night involving a certain tv presenter-i didn't even know i found him hot til last night. when i saw him on tv today it was weird, he didn't act awkward and i tried to act cool too.
i ate loads of marzipan chocolates today and i don't even like marzipan. but they were a present, that's my excuse.
my favourite food is celery-i get mocked for this. i just love the crunch tho.
is there so little to me i can't think of anything else to say?
i hate saying all those typical things like i've 2.4 cats and love cheerleading etc(both lies by the way)but when it comes down to it it's hard to just spew out the other things.
i always like to imagine im the kind of person who lies on their back and watches clouds but in reality that has happened far too seldom for me to think it's a trait-i think it anyway tho. maybe i'll try to do that more often-a lil challenge for myself, no doubt i'll procrastinate doing that too though...

queen of multi-tasking but also queen of procrastination. how can i manage to do so many things at once and yet still manage to put off doing so many things as well. i'm such a waster!!
i have a list of stuff a mile long to do but i just don't do it. even blogging i keep putting off. and i have valid excuses why i'm not doin them all of course. no hacksaw, no blue pen, tomorrow will be soon enough etc.
i hobestly don't know anyone who is as great at procrastination as me. even now i should be writing emails to ensure my return to college, pretty important task you'd think but no i'm just gonna look for the email addresses later.
and i'm so fucking easily distracted too....

it's when i'm sitting here doing nothing that i should blog. apprehension and vulnerablity are high on my list of feelings right now. but ya know all that feel the fear and do it anyway stuff, i think i should listen to that. actually i heard a nice version of that quote the other day. it kinda went. courage isn't about not feeling the fear, it's about deciding that the task is greater than the fear. well something like that-it sounded more poetic though. if i ever come across it again i'll post it.
i sat in a pub tonight surrounded by old friends and became overwhelmed with a sadness that although i love them i don't enjoy hanging out with them in that scene. i was almost thinking that i'm a limited me when i'm with them. not that i'm not me but that i'm exposing only a small part of myself. you might even say reverting back to how i used to be. time really does change you, well it expands you really, adds to you. and then depending on who you're with and where you are you can totally open yourself up or not at all and in between. i really like myself when i'm with certain people, other people make me question who i am.
being back in my home city after being basically away for two years is strange. lonely in ways. lots of my past is being re-presented to me, i meet parts of it face to face, not all good.
Space and Time, i think about them a lot.
Tomorrow i'm going to the funeral of a guy from my past, hadn't thought about him in a while, didn't think i'd ever be too aware of him again but then there's death and you become all too aware, it's unescapable.
that topic just opens up a whole array of connections but i don't feel like going into any of them right now, there'll be other times, won't there?
instead i'll revert to the trivial, the smell of fish oil from the sleeve of my hoody making me nauseous and my laziness in not taking it off and getting another jumper. but it's late and i'm cold and my bedroom is far away and i know if i go there i wont come back for a while. i should go there though, i do need to sleep and if i stay it won't be a surprise if i stay up too late talking to a friend, we've been known to really push out the length of a continuous conversation (not that i'm complaining or anything!)
i posted those B&W pics of me for him to use in his blog.
once i start writing about something i come up with a lot more things i want to write about, no doubt i'll be writing more soon

me 1985

me 2003

me

ryan suggested i should start one of these, even though last night i expressed to someone else that i express visually and intake verbally, but maybe it's time for a change....